I got bullied in school for having a fat dick

[BV1 20]

9 hours ago, s-Raven said:

Violent Resolution - Well these mf's ruined something good and well, yeah called me... 12 years of service to these cunts, but then after I had a kid, and got my shit straight... they have been bullying me since..  The only friends I had in there, after TJ (Kaochinx) - gave me the nickname chat killer was very few.... After I got kicked from there and they asked me to come back it was hell all over again...  I ain't look for an apology or your sorrow, you guys need to grow the fuck up! We are men and Women now, not kids. Bullying me and making fun of my goals wasn't something I enjoyed anymore, and after they attacked my wife ( Yes these mother fuckers actually went after my wife) made a fake discord named called Mrs. Raven and said some major shit about her, me and other shit that sure i vented but yeah I lost friends... or did I gain new ones.

Anyways I'm done with that chapter of my life, I hope every mf reads it and leaks it to #vr_priv or if you're a fake vr spy trying to join ill find you.... i know who all those mfers are...  But again see ya

I've been in a lot of bad clans, but VR is the only clan that I regret being in. What a pathetic group of narcissists they were. There were a few who made the experience not be absolutely miserable, but a lot of the dude's there really need to take a step back and reflect. I suspect a lot of therapy is in their future, at least for the ones that eventually recognize how weak they are and want to get better.

[Majin 156]

So I'm just going to be honest, because I think honesty is the best policy to have: I don't like you. I never have. I probably never will.

You're someone who constantly wants attention. You thrive off of it. You're the type of person that wants to be the center of attention. I'm in two (three if you include Tempest) discord channels with you and in each of them you're constantly looking for attention/approval of people. You constantly promote your stream. It's not just a simple "hey, if you want to check me out, here's the link" -- no, you're forcing it down our throats. Kinda like a grandma who tells their grandchild to eat their plate of brusselsprouts (whoever likes these things, you're going on the list) every time you visit.

After a while, it just gets to you. I try my best to ignore it, and ignore it I do, but heck, it's pretty hard when that shit is constantly thrown in your face 24/7.

[BV1 20]

1 hour ago, Majin said:

So I'm just going to be honest, because I think honesty is the best policy to have: I don't like you. I never have. I probably never will.

You're someone who constantly wants attention. You thrive off of it. You're the type of person that wants to be the center of attention. I'm in two (three if you include Tempest) discord channels with you and in each of them you're constantly looking for attention/approval of people. You constantly promote your stream. It's not just a simple "hey, if you want to check me out, here's the link" -- no, you're forcing it down our throats. Kinda like a grandma who tells their grandchild to eat their plate of brusselsprouts (whoever likes these things, you're going on the list) every time you visit.

After a while, it just gets to you. I try my best to ignore it, and ignore it I do, but heck, it's pretty hard when that shit is constantly thrown in your face 24/7.

Despite my previous reply, this is more or less my exact feeling here, and has been really for the past decade.

Thanks for your honesty.

[€Sir Severed 605]

well said

[s-Raven 11]

8 hours ago, Majin said:

So I'm just going to be honest, because I think honesty is the best policy to have: I don't like you. I never have. I probably never will.

You're someone who constantly wants attention. You thrive off of it. You're the type of person that wants to be the center of attention. I'm in two (three if you include Tempest) discord channels with you and in each of them you're constantly looking for attention/approval of people. You constantly promote your stream. It's not just a simple "hey, if you want to check me out, here's the link" -- no, you're forcing it down our throats. Kinda like a grandma who tells their grandchild to eat their plate of brusselsprouts (whoever likes these things, you're going on the list) every time you visit.

After a while, it just gets to you. I try my best to ignore it, and ignore it I do, but heck, it's pretty hard when that shit is constantly thrown in your face 24/7.

You can dislike me, that's fine, you're just one of the few ? but I like you. I hope you have a great day.

 

[s-Raven 11]

6 hours ago, BV1 said:

Despite my previous reply, this is more or less my exact feeling here, and has been really for the past decade.

Thanks for your honesty.

Ugh a decade tho don't make everything seem so old my dood.

[BV1 20]

5 hours ago, s-Raven said:

Ugh a decade tho don't make everything seem so old my dood.

When did the videos of you in a shack begin? This shit is old, 'my dood'. You've been documenting your life for us to observe and judge for some time now. Weird that it's upsetting you now.

Edited August 6, 2020 by BV1

[s-Raven 11]

3 hours ago, BV1 said:

When did the videos of you in a shack begin? This shit is old, 'my dood'. You've been documenting your life for us to observe and judge for some time now.

But did you die? Did you watch it? Only you can blame yourself if you did. I'm an entertainer just gotta get used to it, or put on ignore either way.  No one can judge me. If they do then I tell em take a look in the mirror. I have no regrets, no remorse, and if someone has had issues for a decade, rethink the important stuff in life.  Those videos of clan banter got me noticed and helped out my future careers, projects and all. ?

 

blame yourself for not getting to know me. ?

[BV1 20]

1 hour ago, s-Raven said:

But did you die? Did you watch it? Only you can blame yourself if you did. I'm an entertainer just gotta get used to it, or put on ignore either way.  No one can judge me. If they do then I tell em take a look in the mirror. I have no regrets, no remorse, and if someone has had issues for a decade, rethink the important stuff in life.  Those videos of clan banter got me noticed and helped out my future careers, projects and all. ?

 

blame yourself for not getting to know me. ?

Your mentality is 100% wrong.

You call yourself an entertainer. You put your personal life on public display. That gives all of us a free pass to judge the fuck out of you. You're the one serving yourself up, you're the one who advertises yourself, you're the one who PAYS people to tune in to your stream (thanks for the Amazon Gift Card (0x425631)). You think people are going to spend hours watching your stream to walk away and say "that was fun, but let us not forget to not make any judgements on SavageRaven's character as we don't know him"? Fuck no. People are either going to tune in and find you entertaining, or people are going to tune in and find you unbearable, (there isn't a lot of middle ground with your personality) and you are going to be judged based on these feelings. And honestly, after viewing discussion amongst this clan, I'd say we heavily fall towards the latter.

Perhaps you need to take a look in that mirror and wonder if putting yourself out there is the right move for you if you can't handle people judging you based on what they see. I don't blame myself for not getting to know you because every instance of you that I've seen is pretty god damn annoying.

Edited August 6, 2020 by BV1

[s-Raven 11]

1 hour ago, BV1 said:

Your mentality is 100% wrong.

You call yourself an entertainer. You put your personal life on public display. That gives all of us a free pass to judge the fuck out of you. You're the one serving yourself up, you're the one who advertises yourself, you're the one who PAYS people to tune in to your stream (thanks for the Amazon Gift Card (0x425631)). You think people are going to spend hours watching your stream to walk away and say "that was fun, but let us not forget to not make any judgements on SavageRaven's character as we don't know him"? Fuck no. People are either going to tune in and find you entertaining, or people are going to tune in and find you unbearable, (there isn't a lot of middle ground with your personality) and you are going to be judged based on these feelings. And honestly, after viewing discussion amongst this clan, I'd say we heavily fall towards the latter.

Perhaps you need to take a look in that mirror and wonder if putting yourself out there is the right move for you if you can't handle people judging you based on what they see. I don't blame myself for not getting to know you because every instance of you that I've seen is pretty god damn annoying.

Well said 100% now that's off your chest. btw i didn't pay anyone to tune in, I gave away because I can? I can afford to give my subs back a switch, I can afford to give back to my community as they give to me.  you can judge all you want! but has it changed anything? No but I'm still gonna say hi to you either way ?(animal crossing did me wonders) I don't need to buy my views, I do it for me and mostly for the kid.

like i said have a great day ?

Edited August 6, 2020 by s-Raven

[BV1 20]

10 minutes ago, s-Raven said:

Well said 100% now that's off your chest. btw i didn't pay anyone to tune in, I gave away because I can? I can afford to give my subs back a switch, I can afford to give back to my community as they give to me.  you can judge all you want! but has it changed anything? No but I'm still gonna say hi to you either way ?(animal crossing did me wonders) I don't need to buy my views, I do it for me and mostly for the kid.

like i said have a great day ?

I don't think you're a bad person, and I don't think you deserve all of the negativity that you receive. However, you and I both understand how the internet works. You're an overweight man (I'm informed this isn't quite as true after recent events) who puts on a costume, a mask, and a cape, to stream Runescape. I don't know how you can expect anything but the harshest of criticism resulting from that. You seem to still take issue with the fact that people are judging you, but that is literally what you're asking for by putting yourself out there. You can't have it both ways. You can't be an "entertainer" and be free from judgement, and you can't stream in the manner that you do and not expect that judgement to be harsh and cruel. The internet isn't a kind place.

That being said, I think I am well within reason to have made my own judgements on you, based on how I've seen you act over the past decade.

Edited August 6, 2020 by BV1

[s-Raven 11]

4 minutes ago, BV1 said:

I don't think you're a bad person, and I don't think you deserve negativity. However, you and I both understand how the internet works. You're an overweight man who puts on a costume, a mask, and a cape, to stream Runescape. I don't know how you can expect anything but the harshest of criticism resulting from that. You seem to still take issue with the fact that people are judging you, but that is literally what you're asking for by putting yourself out there. You can't have it both ways. You can't be an "entertainer" and be free from judgement, and you can't stream in the manner that you do and not expect that judgement to be harsh and cruel. The internet isn't a kind place.

I have known the internet more than you will, or could imagine, I honestly like i said before don't care if you or any ex member of this wonderful game judges me, You can either tune in or don't but free advertising is free, shit's not cheap. I will never pay anyone to come watch me, I will reward the ones who stick by me. I am successful with or without you, so judgement is just more ways to make you cringe not me man ?

 

But I also have been in a few dark spaces lately, you wanna know about it, Pm me ? since someone intelligent as you needs a little POV.

Not overweight man, but the costumes stay ?

 

[BV1 20]

5 minutes ago, s-Raven said:

I have known the internet more than you will, or could imagine, I honestly like i said before don't care if you or any ex member of this wonderful game judges me, You can either tune in or don't but free advertising is free, shit's not cheap. I will never pay anyone to come watch me, I will reward the ones who stick by me. I am successful with or without you, so judgement is just more ways to make you cringe not me man ?

 

But I also have been in a few dark spaces lately, you wanna know about it, Pm me ? since someone intelligent as you needs a little POV.

Not overweight man, but the costumes stay ?

 

 

Alright dude, you're a mess. I've wasted enough time here.

 

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I have known the internet more than you will, or could imagine

What a joke. Mong.

[s-Raven 11]

2 minutes ago, BV1 said:

Alright dude, you're a mess. I've wasted enough time here.

 

What a joke. Mong.

 

You really did didn't ya? ? 

didn't know you spoke Mongolian 

Edited August 6, 2020 by s-Raven

[Dylanups 0]

16 hours ago, BV1 said:

I've been in a lot of bad clans, but VR is the only clan that I regret being in. What a pathetic group of narcissists they were. There were a few who made the experience not be absolutely miserable, but a lot of the dude's there really need to take a step back and reflect. I suspect a lot of therapy is in their future, at least for the ones that eventually recognize how weak they are and want to get better.

VR #1

 

Except Kaochinx, fuck that guy.

Edited August 6, 2020 by Dylanups